Monday, 6 January 2014

A life changing decision

                                Ever been in a position where your whole life was turned up side down within one night because of that one decision by that one person whom you love the most in the whole world .well , if you have then you'll exactly know what i went through when my dad decided to bring me back from the boarding school without even considering what i wanted.
                                I was sent to boarding school,when i turned 9 , since then it was pretty much the only home i knew. after staying there for 6 years and practically growing up over there . I had never imagined of a life outside my school , never had to i knew i was going to complete my 12 grade from there and then go UK for my higher education  at least that's what i thought i was going to do . but , my dad had different plans for me ....

                       My dad loves me a lot but he hardly listens to few people and i do not count in those "few people"  so , though it was my  life i was brought home much against my wish . i had to leave my whole life behind  and start a new one . the hardest thing to do was to leave my friends ,they were the closet thing i had to a family for those 6 years.and now here i was in a new city, without knowing a single soul ,without having anyone to talk my heart out to . & my parents they did not know me any more , i was 9 yrs old, immature & irresponsible child when they left me and here i was a 15 yr old , confident , rebellious and a carefree teenager when they got me back . I  had everything a girl my age would wish for but i was lonely, there was nobody in the city who knew me . WILL I BE ABLE TO FIT IT ? , WILL PEOPLE SEE ME FOR WHO I'AM ? , WILL THEY ACCEPT ME ? , WILL I BE ABLE TO MAKE FRIENDS ? , WILL MY PARENTS EVER BE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND ME ? the answers to these questions was what i wanted the most but nobody had them.